May is coming to an end. In a way i thought everything could have been different in my pov. I wished i was not stressed at the beginning. I wish i can stop wishing for once and stop thinking and just do it. Its the courage you have once in a while when you step up. Sometimes we're forced to bend the truth, transform it, cause we're faced with things that are not of our own making. And sometimes things simply catch up to us. One Tree Hill This month has been so much for me. I remembered i can hardly catch my breath but when i did i felt good. I did not understand the decisions i made this month. At the begining of May my friendship with one of my best friends went down the drain and we are friends again. It was so much drama as always but i wanted to put an end to all of it and i did. I do trust her i just have to try harder. And I am not on writers block anymore. Im on vidding block now. But i am getting back to writting and im so happy. Last summer i wrote 255 pages, i am so happy about that! This summer i am going to let a miracle happen to me. I dont know what it is but i know i am going to find out soon. June is coming up, the end of something. I just can't wait. I had a tough junior year. Everything i been through was worth it. I dont regret anything things happen for a reason. That doesnt mean i should cry about it, i will be strong about everything including the battles i face. I know i will survive because i already survived the storm | 
